Saturday
i got up late
b-cause
i was up until after 3am
the nite b4.
i've been having trouble with anxiety
since
i had the trigger point injections.
and
it seems to be getting worse.
i've been hyperventilating
a lot
which really sucks!
b4 that it was
now & then
(the hyperventilating)
after the injections.
yesterday
we headed out 4 dinner
and
had to turn the truck around
and come back home
so i could get my
(bedtime only)
anxiety med.
today was better.
i managed to work on the
sofa slipcover.
cleaned & did laundry.
and
started working on an aquamarine ring.
b4 we went to dinner
i started feeling the anxiety again
so
i took another pill.
we went to our favorite place to eat
got take-out 4 a change
and
found a picnic table to eat at.
that was real nice.
:)
some days i just feel so alone
in this pain i'm living with.
after-all
i'm the one in this body
so how could anyone else
really understand.