New Red Brass & Sterling Earrings + ER visit

large red brass discs

w/oxidized sterling

will be listed in my shop

(Saturday)
(Sunday)

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it's been another rough week.

i had a bad episode at 6am thursday morning.

an ER visit took place.

upon waking 

my bp was 153 over 98.

 when the EMT arrived

it was 158 over 112

pulse was 112 bpm.

my doctor told me the day b4

"to take valium for the muscle spasms; i didn't need my

klonopin

(that i take for anxiety to sleep, due to pain)

because

it was basically the same thing"

(similar, but NOT the same - valium is a muscle relaxer - klonopin is for anxiety)

i told her "i thought i should take them together

(like i was told to do by another doc over a month ago, and worked well)

because i've been taking it 4 so long

i can't just stop!"

but she said 

"No

you don't need both."

so i went against what i new to be right.

after 5 hours in the 

ER

a good dose of 

morphine & liq valium

i finally came home.

with

ANOTHER 

script

for vicodin.

i decided 

after 4 different answers

from 1 doctor & 3 nurses in the ER

and the one from

my doctor

about these meds

i will do 

what

my instincts 

told me to do to begin-with.

take what i know!

the vicodin will be kept around in-case

of an emergency

but 

will most likely

get tossed

in the end.

holds breath until april 8th for the spine institutes visit...

PS ~ 

Jamie went out and purchased a huge ~ stiff foam wedge slant pillow thingy

for me to lay back on

(which works great for my back)

&
an 

oh-so-soft

(but perfectly firm enough)

neck pillow

that can hold heat or ice.

They work perfectly together.

♥